I remember yesterday, as if it was just yesterday.
yesterday was friday, the day i jogged, then watched samurai X (which totally rocks!), then had lunch, took a nap, went to settler north canal to learn "I'm the boss" and play keythedral, then rushed to settlers holland for training, then to church for junior praise rehearsal and prayer mtg. prayer mtg was interesting. ended late, thus i missed "survivor". no matter. what went on during prayer mtg was more interesting and fruitful. i actually told Kaiyuan about my mission. the few pointers he gave: 1.concentrate on the DG first 2.you may get hurt 3. go on with it, if you're sure it it something God impressed upon you. then we had supper.
should i go to clifford point to meet Darren? hmmmmm...
SamWise2000 [2/25/2005 03:27:00 PM]
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free!
chatted with clarence and andrian in the morning. messed up the first one =p no matter. can't let that get me down.
today, i went through the day with a long-needed peace in my heart. God answered my prayers! =D i'm learning to love His Word. I'm praying and staying connected to the Source. Let this not be a fleeting feeling, but a habit!
went to my new workplace, settlers holland drive, for training from 4pm to 9pm.
I'm only mildly upset that Melinda didn't get thorugh. I'm kinda glad that those who didn't do well, but have the potential to do so, Joseph and Lindsey, are still in the competition.
Andrian's... interesting. he needs to know what it means to be free. People need the Lord.
SamWise2000 [2/24/2005 07:30:00 AM]
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had my first chat with Clarence and Andrian. messed up the first one =p no matter. don't let that get u down.
I woke up today feeling... different. sure, there was work to look forward to in the afternoon, but i did feel a peace that could have only come from God. My prayers have been answered! I got to love reading His Word =D
so, yar, had training at my workplace, the holland settlers cafe, from 4pm to 9pm. I'm midly upset that Melinda is gone, and I'm glad that those who didn't do well but have potential, Joseph and Lindsey, are still in.
It has been a good day. Cuz I've been praying and being connected to the Source of Everything.
SamWise2000 [2/24/2005 07:19:00 AM]
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slowly being sent to sanity's steep, slippery edge
that's how my day nearly went. slowly being sent to sanity's steep, slippery edge.
did nothing much in the morning, or in the afternoon, just a short 20 min swim, until i found these websites:
http://www.rudateable.com/index.php
http://www.lookadoo.com/
http://www.x3church.com/
good sites. made me realise how exciting a life with God can be. Reading His Word can be exciting.
Joeyee was in a bad mood. it's hard to empathize with a person whom you hardly know, and who hardly knows u. But i still trust him.
having these... complicated friendships, it's messing with my mind. but i will endure during this trial. God is preparing me for something big. don't know if i can handle it. all the more i should trust God =)
SamWise2000 [2/23/2005 04:47:00 AM]
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He said he missed me. sweet.
my only mission today: get a tan. cuz of that, now my face is a strange shade of red =p
I FINALLY got about jogging today, basically giving myself a 20 minute training. after that, went to Auntie Yvonne's house to collect the piano scores, stopped by WOC, then went home. My handphone was finally activated today =) can finally sms Darren. so, at home, took a nap, talked a little to Kelvin and Joeyee online.
Overall, today was an insanely uneventful day. Did i trust God to give me purpose in my life? No wonder today sucked =p real bad.
SamWise2000 [2/22/2005 04:22:00 AM]
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thanks, Joe.
oh, by the way, had a long chat with Derrel on Saturday morning. that was reeeaaaallly cool =)
today, went to settlers, played "keythedral". got last place. but of course. played with 2 gaming pros =p
also today, had a long chat with Joe yee. finally! an accountability partner, who knows what i'm going through. so, like, he's my mission partner ;) finally. i've waited long for one like him. I didn't even ask God for him. Thank you God =D for a guy who's 2 years younger, he's more spiritually firm than me. Has a heart for God. Basically, he's cool.
chatted till 12am.
SamWise2000 [2/21/2005 07:34:00 AM]
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seriously, i'm kidding.
friday, had the settlers booth at Ngee Ann, then Darren came over at night. ahh... the memories i'll have... history repeated itself.
saturday, was deactivated as backup for settlers, so i worked from 3.30pm to 1am, where Fizah kept calling me "baby" =p haha. i don't know why, but i felt very distressed the whole time i worked. Evonne didn't help much. I now find that she needs to be more sensible and sensitive
Sunday. went to church, only to end up sharing my woes. but it's true. missing church for 2 weeks is detrimental to spiritual health. argh! stress! com crashed! other than that, went to Seoul Garden cuz it was my bro's birthday. didn't get him anything... erm... -_- zzzzzzz
SamWise2000 [2/20/2005 05:36:00 AM]
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