Today was SO HAPPENING! :D:D when I told my friends at pryaer group meeting today what actually happened that made today 'happening', they called me 'sadistic' :p
well, it all started with P.E. lessons. Before we actually began lesson, some guy was doing some pull-ups, and suddenly, he fell onto the ground flat on his back, it was a REALLY bad fall. After that, he couldn't move, he moved his legs a little, so he's no paralysed. paramedics had to come, and yeah, he was really in pain (as we could tell from his occassional shouts of pain).
After that, PE was supposed to be free and easy, so YC was there to 'train' me for 2.4 :) yeah, 4 interval laps in 1min 45secs. For the first round, I prayed that the guy who just had that bad fall who get better and all, that even with all that, to us, seemed as chaos ( we talked about that in BS on wed), God is still in control (YEAH!) in the middle of the 'training', i felt the need to ask Mr Ng (some PE teacher who allergedly prayed for the soccer boys during the finals, from there, we got TOPS!) anyway, I asked if he knew the guy's name, so that we can pray for him, him having fallen so badly. He didn't know, so I jsut went to the question "Are u a christian?". he said yes, and he's from TCC. I'm happy about that! :D
After the run, I didn't warm up/cool down, and I went to do a simple standing broad jump. One simple jump, and both my calves cramped up till I could die right there and then. I shouted for help like some idiot, but sadly, no one responded. I had to call Dil by name, even when the class guys were just nearby playing volleyball :P it says something about ppl, but I'm glad that they got together to help, coz it SERIOUSLY hurt! Thanks guys! yeah, shows how ppl can come together. after that episode, I felt that I could do anything! :) with the fact that so many cool things happened, all under God's plan! :D
We had BS on wed, it was really great, will talk more about it another time ;)
Before I say anything, I wanna acknowledge that it's only through God that such events happen in my life. THANK YOU GOD! :D:D:D
u know somethin'? I prayed that my life would be changed some 2-3 days ago. Yeah, a 180 degree change from the meaningless life I was living. and Hannah's right: things DO happen when u pray! :D most of the events that took place so far though, have made me realise how broken we are. Just tonight, I just broke down, more coz I realise I didn't practise enough piano, I was given the choice to NOT have lessons coz my teacher's really really sick, so I cancelled the lesson. ARGH! ya know how painful it is to disappoint a sick/suffering teacher, who's anxiously anticipating the impending scheduled exam dates?? I'll go practise, right after i blog :p
Through the tears, I was thinking to myself: what if I was to stand on the canteen tables in the morning and shout out "there's cell meeting this wednesday! If you're interested, come here to know more!". So much we can be doign for God, but we aren't. i'm seriously putting the wrong emphasis on things in my life, I'm shunning from the chances to make a stand, to say "God is good!". well, starting tomorrow's not too late...
The past few days have been surprisingly better. Today, yeah, it was really 'happening', despite the onset on my Monday blues. Watched an indian love comedy during lunchbreak, hanged out with Hafizah a lot, got to know Hui Zhen a bit better ;) Tian Yi and Yeong Choun, as usual, are people whom I've been finding 'unreachable'. well, it's about time I prayed about it, it's about time I hand over my worries and doubts to God! All the while, through such pain, I can TRULY see God moulding my life. Thank You! :D:D:D
